Wednesday, 14 December 2011

That time of year again


Hangin in the Gulf of Mexico, USA
So it’s that time of year where things get crazy and people stress out. This is not so much the case in Mae Sot, as it seems people don’t really care too much about Christmas here, there are more important things to think about instead, or something. Not having a tv or speaking the local languages has helped with this Christmas oblivion I’m experiencing, it was only a couple of days ago that I realised the big day is next Sunday. Anyhow, I don’t know what I’m going to be doing for Christmas this year, as I will still be in Thailand. I thought about trying to make a pavlova for my friends here (who are keen to make eggnog, which sounds disgusting if you ask me), but the idea of using my arm to whip those egg whites seems like all too much effort, especially as I don’t even like pavlova that much, I’d much rather have a bag of salt. Also, you can’t get cream here so the whole idea is probably pointless. Anyway, I’m very excited to be heading back to Aotearoa (that’s NZ for those of you that don’t get te reo Maori) just in time for New Year celebrations with my friends.
Loving Bagan, Burma

All dressed up for a Karen wedding
This has been one of the best years of my life, I’ve been incredibly lucky to have had so many amazing new experiences in eight very different countries and at home, and to have met so many awesome new friends from all over the world. I love my life in Thailand, but sometimes it gets really tough living here; there are days when nothing makes sense, everything is difficult, loneliness, homesickness and empathy-fatigue set in, and it feels like the world is out to get me. At times like this it really helps to know that I have so many wonderful friends and family that love and support me. I’m truly grateful to all of you; I couldn’t have done any of this without you.

Adoring abandoned babies at work
Living amongst such desolation and poverty has helped me reassess myself and the things I want in my life, I’m not trying to get all deep and meaningful here, just saying that you can’t live in a place like this and not be reflective on how it changes you. I’m yet to see just how much I’ve changed, as I think many of the things I have learned are subtle, and will only come to show themselves over time. However, something that hasn’t changed is my particularly high levels of scepticism and cynicism. Some people probably think this is a bad thing, but I wouldn’t be me if I wasn’t constantly sceptical. Who knows, maybe Burma is really changing? 
Hanging wit Nellies in Thailand
Serving up kava in Tonga
I think I’m going to leave this here. I’ll be in Aotearoa for about a month or so, so hopefully I’ll see a lot of you in that time. I’ll be back in Mae Sot and writing this again in February. Until then, have a great summer (and an acceptable winter to those of you in the Northern Hemisphere). Stay safe and all that.

Angkoring it up in Cambodia
I can't wait to see what 2012 will bring for us all (and it will not be the end of the world, trust me).
Love Liz.

PS. If anyone is thinking about being charitable this festive season, take a look at our Christmas appeal, we need all the help we can get to continue our programmes.



Never let your fears prevent you from doing what you know is right.

Friday, 2 December 2011

The IDP Lands

We were supposed to leave at 8pm. Then it was postponed until 4am. At 3.30am the trip was cancelled, and at 6.30am I got a call telling be to be ready in 10 minutes, my ride was on its way. Lucky I had showered at 3.20am in preparation for the 4am departure. I climbed into the back seat of the pickup truck with my friends (and workmates) Jess* and Ma Aye San*, with Dr Cynthia in the front, and some others in the tray. We began the gruelling journey down the Death Highway. We arrived at Nam’s* house around 10am, not too bad really. She plied us with an enormous breakfast of Karen-style curries, and then Dr Cynthia announced that she was off, and we’d be spending the day with Nam, inside Burma. Um, ok, sure. See you at 4pm.

The peanut harvest drying in the scorching sun.

We were on this last minute trip as we thought we were visiting more boarding houses supported by the Clinic, as we’d been on another such monitoring trip earlier in the week, which you’ll hear about below, but as it turned out, we’d misunderstood. We all piled into Nam’s pickup truck and headed to the border. This is the first border crossing I’ve been to here where the Rim Moei River doesn’t form the border. There were simply two flags, one Thai, one Burmese, and a small “guard” shack on the Burmese side with KNU and DKBA soldiers sheltering from the blistering 45 degree sun. That was it. Borders are such an arbitrary concept to me. A made up, man-made line that changes everything


We headed into the Karen State down a dusty road peppered with holes and giving away evidence of all the landslides here during the rainy season. After about 10 minutes we stopped in an IDP (Internally Displaced Person) village and clambered out. It was really hot. We were at Nam’s clinic. Not only does she spend every moment at home looking after 50 displaced children (whom I wrote about way back in June on my first visit to Nam’s place, you can read it here), but when the kids are at school, she goes to work as a Nurse. Today marked the closing of a “Mine Risk Education and First Aid Training” course that had been taking place in the clinic with about 20 young people attending. There was lots of speeches and prayers and songs (all in Karen), and then it was photo and introduction time. A KNU Lieutenant was part of the celebrations, and when he heard where we worked, he was insistent on taking photos with us (I’d love to post these pictures, but for obvious security reasons, I can’t), it was very interesting to meet someone like him. 

After the closing ceremony was complete, we headed further into the Karen State to another IDP village, and walked up to visit their tiny school. As per usual, the kids were stunningly beautiful. But there is so much dust around at the moment that every tired, desperate, hungry looking face was covered in dirt, and so too were their clothes. We had thought that the migrant schools and boarding houses around Mae Sot were desolate places (schools and dorms in Thailand that cater to displaced Burmese children or the children of migrant workers etc., who cross the border for economic and/or safety reasons), but these ones were far worse. The schools had no floors, just dirt (dust), the absolute bare minimum of school supplies – only one or two chalk boards in three different schools, most of the time they just used a piece of wood to write lessons on – and a maximum of two teaches simultaneously teaching up to 5 different grades. 

The options available to these kids are very bleak. There are no schools available in these IDP areas after primary level, so if these eager-to-learn children want to continue their education past about age 10, they will be forced to leave their families and go and live in Thailand alone at a boarding house. Many of them were not in class this day as it is peanut harvest time and their parents need them to help, even the youngest ones of 3-4 years old. They are all tiny and malnourished; we were shocked to find out that a group we had thought was the kindergarten class are actually all around 7-8 years old. Nam explained that, in the Thai schools, children are given milk every day to help them grow. Here, they get nothing to eat or drink at school, and the staple of their diet at home is white rice. However, they all had enough energy to proudly sing us songs and recite the alphabet to us in English. This is the only time in my life that I can remember not being intensely irritated by Christmas songs.

The people in these areas, including the children, live in constant fear of attack by government troops. The fragile cease-fire that is currently in place between the KNU and the DKBA in this area could very easily fall apart at any time, causing everyone to flee the fighting that will ensue. Things have only just returned to “normal” here after two years of fighting that led to the destruction of many homes and schools, and two out of three of Nam’s clinic buildings. The reality of the risks faced by the villagers in this area was made clear when we were walking back to the car at one point, and were told, “don’t go near that field [about 3 meters away], there’s lots of landmines in there”.
IDP Village

The houses in the villages are the simplest structures: platforms on stilts with banana leaf roofs, and woven mats for walls. No match for the mosquitoes at all, it is no wonder that malaria is at epidemic levels around here. The sun is scorching, and there is barely any water in the area. Everyone is desperately trying to harvest their peanuts and corn as fast as possible.

After about 4 hours in this IDP area of the Karen State, we headed back into Thailand to visit a migrant school. The difference is remarkable. These kids have wooden floors, educational posters on on the walls, and enough food to keep them full, most of the time. When they are old enough, some of them will be able to access the Thai education system too. 


A migrant school in Thailand, very different.
Earlier in the week, Jess, Ma Aye San and I had been on a monitoring trip to several of the boarding houses that the Clinics’ Dry Food Programme supports, and we had felt at the time that these homes and schools were not really all that good in terms of supplies and living standards – but don’t get me wrong, all the children are happy and cared for, they all receive a lot of attention and are fed as well as possible, they are excellent facilities considering the problems that they face – seeing similar schools in these IDP areas really helped put what we do into perspective, and reaffirmed how necessary places like the Clinic and our Child Protection Programmes really are, and therefore how important the work we do is.

Nap time at one of our boarding houses in Thailand

It’s quite upsetting to realise how “lucky” the kids at the migrant schools are after seeing the children in the IDP schools. All the children are so eager to learn, and are so studious and serious about their lessons. Comparing them to the kinds of schools I got to attend as a child makes me feel both sad and incredibly grateful. Nothing in the lives of these children is ever going to be as safe and easy as my life has been. It’s a really cruel world out there. 

*Names changed. It’s not my place to identify these people, and doing so could put their security in jeopardy.